Walls

I'm rebuilding a wall again, and thought's like these, are counter productive.
I refuse and I will not take the chance again.
Some one to share happiness with, someone who wants to try,
who won't give up. Who stays at my side. I really want to ask, and say something,
but I also don't want to do it either. I'd do it if there were a checkpoint,
so I'd save right before it. Save the humility.
No time for this. No time at all.

Semper fidelis, lectors.

On a favourable note, I received my Cert III in Retail. Proud. LOL.
A friend from primary school texted me just earlier. She had a similar name with the ex, just stunned me a little. Now I'm at odds with this reaction.
I start a conversation, then I feel giddy as soon as I press enter. Then I turn into a moth following some light. == Acht!